boy do i hate my pride

pride. seems to get in the way of most everything i do. luckily, career wise, it doesn't hurt to have a lot of it - in fact it only helps your case in possibly being promoted. But in a relationship, or even just dating, pride only hurts your case. Well, to say the least, my career is sky rocketing higher and faster than i ever expected. So, naturally, my love life is dwindling by a string. And i just cant seem to get past my pride to ever actually heal any wounds that i ultimately caused myself anyway to help any of my insane relationships succeed.

Throughout this blog, you will watch me trip over my pride over and over again. listen, dating is a learning process...but a slow one. a really slow one. especially when it comes to me. i have so far had one actual relationship in my entire 25 years of life, and that was in college, so i don't know how much that counts. especially since it was so up and down and, well, we were drunk majority of the time anyway. that being said, as soon as i left college and moved to los angeles, i found myself in a variety of strange relationships, learning but not always following those rules and lessons that i learned. well, it is pretty much the same old story many girls my age have attempting to date, but here is my twist on it. i hope that the ride is more enjoyable to read about than it is to actually live through. but i find i thrive in awkward situations, which is lucky since that is a constant in my life.